469

469 days has passed since we first met face-to-face. It's April first today. The start of the day I've been waiting for. There's nothing significant that happened a year ago on this date. But I've been waiting for this day because this is the start for us for making our dreams happen.

Only a few more weeks love and you'll get to be near me soon. I can't wait to be in your arms again. Right where I belong.

Looking Back, Moving Forward

I've never let anyone come this close and no one has reached this far in my life ever. I've never let anyone bring out the best and the worst of me. What you've done to me is really amazing. You've let the best of me out of its shell. You love me as much as I love myself, I think. Nobody has let me cry tears of joy. No one except you. That my love, is one of the things I will always cherish. I have never submitted myself to anyone except to you. You've broken the walls I built.

A long time ago, I promised myself that I won't get married because I don't want to be tied down to anyone. But with you, I can still soar and fly away into the night, and I know you won't chain me but instead, you will just await my return. With you, I can be whoever I want and need to be.

Yes love, our relationship is such a rare breed. That's why I'm so thankful that I finally found you. I now know my true calling - to love you all my life, and to build a happy family with you.

Whatever awaits us at the end of this road we're taking, I know we will stand hand in hand, ready to take on the challenges that await us. Wherever our feet will take us, I know it will be filled with happiness because we're together in all of these.

Every single day of waking up is one step closer to our dreams. And every single day, I am reminded about how much we love each other. I'm no longer afraid of losing you, because it's very clear that we both want each other to reach that happy ending we're working hard for.

Our dreams are very beautiful, my love. We're going to reach the end and be happy. We deserve it, love. At the end of the road, we will be there with our three or four kids.

No one can stop this love we have. No one can break us apart. No one has very clear goals like we do, and no other couple has planned this far, like we do. some plan their marriage, but we've planned our life together.

Words aren't enough to describe what I'm feeling, and words will never be enough for us.

I really love it when we're just silent and looking into each other's eyes. Your eyes, your smile, your lips, and your tocuh say it all.

I love you so much, pops!

My Plans for 2010

1. Build a home with you.
2. Make you smile everyday.
3. Take away your sadness when you are down.
4. Massage you when you are tired.
5. Lie down in your arms and tell you of my dreams about us.
6. Hug you ever so tightly.
7. Kiss you tenderly.
8. Look in your eyes until I fall all over again.
9. Cook for you.
10. Show you how much I love you.
11. Make love to you.
12. Take your breath away.
13. Hold you and never let you go.

I love you so much Pops!

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No Day But Today

This week has been like hell to me. By Friday, I was close to tears and felt like giving up. I feel like the Builders kids do not see me like a teacher, rather, a friend, an ate. That, maybe explains why they always feel close to me, and most of the time, take me for granted during class. They feel like they can get away with their ways.

Juggling two jobs with different fields, being a mom, and trying hard to be a good daughter and sister is a hard thing. One thing I'm great at though, that's loving you my sweetheart.

I discovered a peaceful place to be, that may be very well my sanctuary. Albeit the noise of those high school students, it was pretty peaceful. Thank you for taking me there, listening to me, and holding my hand through this hard time.

I burst into tears as we were about to get out of the car. The pain of having to part again was something I didn't want to feel once more. But it felt so right to be in your arms. I loved that feeling when I was crying and you were holding me tightly and kissing away my tears. I felt so loved. Something I haven't felt for a long time until you came into my life and loved me.

I promise you, love, that I will just hang on. I won't give in, I won't give up. And I'll be there with you at the end of the road.

I am forever your wife, your lover, your partner, your better half, the greatest love you'll ever have.

March 28, 2009. Our first date. That was the day I told myself that it would be the last time I'd take the risk and put my heart in the hands of someone who will have the power to hurt me. I gave it a shot. My last shot. Because I promised myself that if this won't work out, I can settle with what I have - Abie.

But you showed me and made me feel that I was worth it. You risk losing your job just to be with me. And I know you wouldn't care if people will tell you that I'm not the one for you. And you wouldn't let anyone hurt me - or my daughter.

I can see that you love her; that you truly love her.

I want to be better than what and who I am right now, love. And I know that it will not always be pleasant, but I promise you that I will never ever let go. I've made a decision to spend the rest of my life with you. And no matter what they say and do, no matter what happens, I'll just be here.

A lifetime would not be enough to show you how much I love you.