Changes in My Life

I am so excited about this upcoming change in my life. I am about to embark on the greatest journey of my life. I have never been so happy and excited about anything in my life.

Thank you for being the sunshine in my life. I love you so much, my dearest.

Scared of Loving You

Yes, I am scared of loving you. Scared that I might end up hurt again. But in the 17 months that we've known each other, and in the 9 months that we've been in this relationship, you have shown and proven to me unconsciously that I have nothing to be scared about; that we're in this together; that we will be together come what may.

I've said this a thousand times already, and words aren't enough to express what I feel, but... I'm really happy that we've taken steps to reach our future. And I will continue striving to become a better person, for Abie, for our future kids, for you, and most especially, for myself.

I love you. And that is final.

I Loved You Last

There's something so nice about saying that, "I loved you last." It's final. It feels so certain. Life has been more wonderful and colorful since we met over a year ago.

I'm really excited about what lies ahead for us. The happily married with 3 lovely kids part in our lives. Plus the booming business.

I know that whatever happens with us, we'll make it through because we have each other. I love you so much pops.

We'll always have each other, and we'll always be each other's family.

8 days. That's only how long I'm going wait until you get closer to me. I'm quite excited about your upcoming move. I feel like it'll be the start of something good for us. I hope the next month will be good for us as well. I'm nervous about the results in my applications. If I get in, that means that I have my hands full with my schedule. If I don't, that means I'll still end up in that UP campus we both love to hate. LOL.

I'm really glad that we found each other, love.

Pyramid

My current favorite song. It speaks for me, for what I'm feeling for you. I love you so much, sweetie.

PYRAMID
(Charice Pempengco and Iyaz)

Stones, heavy like the love you've shown
Solid as the ground we've known
And I just wanna carry on
We took it from the bottom up
And even in a desert storm
Sturdy as a rock we hold
Wishing every moment froze
Now I just wanna let you know

Earthquakes can't shake us
Cyclones can't break us
Hurricanes can't take away our love

Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top (at the top baby), like a pyramid
And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall just keep on going
Forever we will stay, like a pyramid

Cold, never ever when you're close
We will never let it fold
A story that was never told
Something like a mystery
And every step we took we've grown
Look how fast the time has flown
A journey to a place unknown
We're going down in history

Like a pyramid girl let me show you
That I love you so much
That we gonna get through
Even when there's storms
I will never go, Ima be the one to keep you safe
Before was our love back it up more than enough
Holding on to one another be the cover when it's rough
Mother nature or disaster won't stop at happy ever after

469

469 days has passed since we first met face-to-face. It's April first today. The start of the day I've been waiting for. There's nothing significant that happened a year ago on this date. But I've been waiting for this day because this is the start for us for making our dreams happen.

Only a few more weeks love and you'll get to be near me soon. I can't wait to be in your arms again. Right where I belong.

Looking Back, Moving Forward

I've never let anyone come this close and no one has reached this far in my life ever. I've never let anyone bring out the best and the worst of me. What you've done to me is really amazing. You've let the best of me out of its shell. You love me as much as I love myself, I think. Nobody has let me cry tears of joy. No one except you. That my love, is one of the things I will always cherish. I have never submitted myself to anyone except to you. You've broken the walls I built.

A long time ago, I promised myself that I won't get married because I don't want to be tied down to anyone. But with you, I can still soar and fly away into the night, and I know you won't chain me but instead, you will just await my return. With you, I can be whoever I want and need to be.

Yes love, our relationship is such a rare breed. That's why I'm so thankful that I finally found you. I now know my true calling - to love you all my life, and to build a happy family with you.

Whatever awaits us at the end of this road we're taking, I know we will stand hand in hand, ready to take on the challenges that await us. Wherever our feet will take us, I know it will be filled with happiness because we're together in all of these.