Saturday, February 27, 2010

Every single day of waking up is one step closer to our dreams. And every single day, I am reminded about how much we love each other. I'm no longer afraid of losing you, because it's very clear that we both want each other to reach that happy ending we're working hard for.

Our dreams are very beautiful, my love. We're going to reach the end and be happy. We deserve it, love. At the end of the road, we will be there with our three or four kids.

No one can stop this love we have. No one can break us apart. No one has very clear goals like we do, and no other couple has planned this far, like we do. some plan their marriage, but we've planned our life together.

Words aren't enough to describe what I'm feeling, and words will never be enough for us.

I really love it when we're just silent and looking into each other's eyes. Your eyes, your smile, your lips, and your tocuh say it all.

I love you so much, pops!

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

My Plans for 2010

1. Build a home with you.
2. Make you smile everyday.
3. Take away your sadness when you are down.
4. Massage you when you are tired.
5. Lie down in your arms and tell you of my dreams about us.
6. Hug you ever so tightly.
7. Kiss you tenderly.
8. Look in your eyes until I fall all over again.
9. Cook for you.
10. Show you how much I love you.
11. Make love to you.
12. Take your breath away.
13. Hold you and never let you go.

I love you so much Pops!

Sunday, February 21, 2010

Saturday, February 20, 2010

No Day But Today

This week has been like hell to me. By Friday, I was close to tears and felt like giving up. I feel like the Builders kids do not see me like a teacher, rather, a friend, an ate. That, maybe explains why they always feel close to me, and most of the time, take me for granted during class. They feel like they can get away with their ways.

Juggling two jobs with different fields, being a mom, and trying hard to be a good daughter and sister is a hard thing. One thing I'm great at though, that's loving you my sweetheart.

I discovered a peaceful place to be, that may be very well my sanctuary. Albeit the noise of those high school students, it was pretty peaceful. Thank you for taking me there, listening to me, and holding my hand through this hard time.

I burst into tears as we were about to get out of the car. The pain of having to part again was something I didn't want to feel once more. But it felt so right to be in your arms. I loved that feeling when I was crying and you were holding me tightly and kissing away my tears. I felt so loved. Something I haven't felt for a long time until you came into my life and loved me.

I promise you, love, that I will just hang on. I won't give in, I won't give up. And I'll be there with you at the end of the road.

I am forever your wife, your lover, your partner, your better half, the greatest love you'll ever have.

Monday, February 15, 2010

March 28, 2009. Our first date. That was the day I told myself that it would be the last time I'd take the risk and put my heart in the hands of someone who will have the power to hurt me. I gave it a shot. My last shot. Because I promised myself that if this won't work out, I can settle with what I have - Abie.

But you showed me and made me feel that I was worth it. You risk losing your job just to be with me. And I know you wouldn't care if people will tell you that I'm not the one for you. And you wouldn't let anyone hurt me - or my daughter.

I can see that you love her; that you truly love her.

I want to be better than what and who I am right now, love. And I know that it will not always be pleasant, but I promise you that I will never ever let go. I've made a decision to spend the rest of my life with you. And no matter what they say and do, no matter what happens, I'll just be here.

A lifetime would not be enough to show you how much I love you.

Sunday, February 7, 2010

Coming Soon

In a few days, it will be the anniversary of that text message I sent you. I couldn't believe that you replied. You were the only one who did. I was lonely, sad, and depressed. You made me smile despite that sad longing for a friend I lost a couple days before that.

After that, the rest is history. One day we were talking about typical UP politics, a year after, we were talking about our future.

I live for that day when we can finally come home to a place we both know we belong to. I've never felt such strong love for a person, until I met you.

Love, the road to our future may be paved with bad vibes, trials, and people who will pull us down and discourage us from getting there. But with a love this strong, we will make it. At the end of the day, it's you I always long for. It will be you I'll be loving until the world stops revolving.

You are my love, my life, and my destiny. I love you so much sweetie.