Scared of Loving You

Yes, I am scared of loving you. Scared that I might end up hurt again. But in the 17 months that we've known each other, and in the 9 months that we've been in this relationship, you have shown and proven to me unconsciously that I have nothing to be scared about; that we're in this together; that we will be together come what may.

I've said this a thousand times already, and words aren't enough to express what I feel, but... I'm really happy that we've taken steps to reach our future. And I will continue striving to become a better person, for Abie, for our future kids, for you, and most especially, for myself.

I love you. And that is final.

I Loved You Last

There's something so nice about saying that, "I loved you last." It's final. It feels so certain. Life has been more wonderful and colorful since we met over a year ago.

I'm really excited about what lies ahead for us. The happily married with 3 lovely kids part in our lives. Plus the booming business.

I know that whatever happens with us, we'll make it through because we have each other. I love you so much pops.

We'll always have each other, and we'll always be each other's family.

8 days. That's only how long I'm going wait until you get closer to me. I'm quite excited about your upcoming move. I feel like it'll be the start of something good for us. I hope the next month will be good for us as well. I'm nervous about the results in my applications. If I get in, that means that I have my hands full with my schedule. If I don't, that means I'll still end up in that UP campus we both love to hate. LOL.

I'm really glad that we found each other, love.

Pyramid

My current favorite song. It speaks for me, for what I'm feeling for you. I love you so much, sweetie.

PYRAMID
(Charice Pempengco and Iyaz)

Stones, heavy like the love you've shown
Solid as the ground we've known
And I just wanna carry on
We took it from the bottom up
And even in a desert storm
Sturdy as a rock we hold
Wishing every moment froze
Now I just wanna let you know

Earthquakes can't shake us
Cyclones can't break us
Hurricanes can't take away our love

Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top (at the top baby), like a pyramid
And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall just keep on going
Forever we will stay, like a pyramid

Cold, never ever when you're close
We will never let it fold
A story that was never told
Something like a mystery
And every step we took we've grown
Look how fast the time has flown
A journey to a place unknown
We're going down in history

Like a pyramid girl let me show you
That I love you so much
That we gonna get through
Even when there's storms
I will never go, Ima be the one to keep you safe
Before was our love back it up more than enough
Holding on to one another be the cover when it's rough
Mother nature or disaster won't stop at happy ever after