Dreaming of You

About a year ago, I was falling in love with this person who seemed too far away to reach.

Late at night when all the world is sleeping, I stay up and think of you. And I wish on a star that somewhere you are thinking of me too.

I never though he'd feel the same way as I did for him. Maybe it was because he didn't let his guard down and tried to tell me or show me how he felt at that time. Under the circumstances, it really wasn't the right time. Until the first date came, which was technically not really a date. It didn't really feel like a date. It felt more of like two new friends who were just hanging out, without the awkwardness.

Coz I'm dreaming of you tonight 'til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight. And there's nowhere in the world I's rather be than here in my room dreaming of you endlessly

Weeks passed by, my feelings for him grew, until I found myself falling helplessly in love with him. Though I knew that he knew that I liked him more than a friend would, the awkwardness never really came. We just felt comfortable in each other's company. I spent a lot of sleepless nights thinking of the possibility that we'd be together. The longing for him grew stronger as days passed by.

I just want to hold you close but so far, all I have are dreams of you. So I wait for the day to have the courage to say how much I love you.

Even as we went on our first official date, when we had our first kiss, I was still clueless about what he really felt for me. It was clear for me though that I was falling in love with me. Still, I remained unassuming, feeling like it was nothing, that that kiss was just a spur of the moment thing.

Late at night when all the world is sleeping, I stay up and think of you. And I still can't believe that you came up to me and said "I love you too"

That night was truly magical for me. I felt like I was never going to let go of him. It all felt like a dream and I didn't want to wake out. I heard the words, I saw it in his eyes, I felt it in his arms. Right then and there, I knew that I was never going to let go.

Now I'm dreaming with you tonight, 'til tomorrow and for all of my life. and there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be than here in my room dreaming with you endlessly.

I know that if I let go now, I will never ever feel this anymore; I'll never feel this joy and happiness anymore. I know that this will be worth the wait, this is worth the sacrifice, this will last a lifetime.